Second Chances

Hello everyone!

I realise that I haven't been as attentive to my book blog as I'd like to be, so hopefully, that ends today!

To get back into the flow, I decided to list five books I wish I could read again for the first time, simply because of how stunningly beautiful they were.

1. The Witch's Heart re-tells the story of Angerboda in a dark and captivating way as she falls for the Trickster Loki, and details her life as her children come into the world, and her life changes in a way she never knew.

2. She's Mine sees a mother at a loss after her child has gone missing; but who is really to blame? Is it the fault of a seemingly inattentive mother, or has something much, much more sinister been surrounding a mother and her lost child?

3. The Last Thing to Burn gives an insight into the horrible life of a woman who, in search of a better life, has found herself trapped in the hands of a man who wants a mother within a wife. She is miles from home and family, but can she save herself from getting burnt?

4. The Puppet Show begins the series of Detective Poe and Tilly Bradshaw, perhaps the greatest crime-fighting duo in literature. Poe is faced with men on fire, but can he figure out who's behind the crimes before his world is engulfed in flames?

5. The Thusrday Murder Club is another beginning to a series that centres around the charming foursome of Elizabeth, Joyce, Ibrahim and Ron; four senior citizens who gather each week to solve old cases. However, when a real murder happens near them, can they crack the case?

Interview with Chandler Morrison, Author of Dead Inside

When reading an impactful title, such as Chandler Morrison's Dead Inside, one may have many questions for the author who crafted such a tale.
I find myself lucky to be able to share an interview with Mr Morrison about one of the most interesting and awe-inspiring books I've ever read.

First, a bit about Dead Inside...

A security guard goes about his day-to-day life, trying his best to stay under everyone's radar; and that's not just because he has one very peculiar, and many would argue sickening interest...

See, this guard prefers the company of dead girls over living ones. However, one night he meets Helen, and realises that he's not the only one with nasty habits.

I'm so pleased to have gotten the chance to interview the author of this devastatingly well-written and incredible title - enjoy!

First of all - what inspired you to write this title? A lot of people assume I wrote it for shock value, which wasn’t the case at all. I never think about people’s potential reactions when writing a book; the reader doesn’t even cross my mind during the writing process, and even when it’s done, I’m not particularly invested in how it’s received.

The creation of each book is an intensely personal experience. I’m always working through something, and Dead Inside was no different. I had just gotten out of a very bad relationship that led to a period of extreme darkness in my life, and I was trying to write my way out of that darkness while sort of figuring out what made me get so wrapped up in such an unhealthy pairing in the first place.

All of that is obviously submerged beneath several layers of obfuscation in the form of social commentary and genre parody, but the emotional truth of what I was going through is there at its core.

Was there any significance in not giving the main character a name? I guess I wanted to give him an anonymity that suggested he could be anyone. There are so many people with whom we cross paths in the course of a day, and we never know what they’re thinking or what sorts of things they do when no one else is around. Anyone could be a monster. Everyone could be.

 

Did you write any alternate endings, or would the story always have ended the same? No, no alternate endings. It was always going to be exactly what it is. I never feel like I’m guiding the direction of the story or deciding what actions the characters take. It’s like there’s this separate universe that exists in my imagination, and I simply go there and write down what I see.

In that vein, the story itself is always the least interesting aspect to me. I don’t really care about plot, even as a reader. I’m much more interested in style, mood, atmosphere. Vibes. Plot is just a way to move the characters from one scene to the next.

 

What contributed to the somewhat gory & vivid scenes within the book? It’s endlessly baffling to me that the gore is so often what people get out of the book. I’m especially surprised by the readers who see it as shock value, because I just don’t know how you can take any of it seriously enough to be offended by it. It’s all deliberately over the top and absurd to the point that none of it is realistic.

The abortion clinic scene, for instance, about which so many people love to draw ire, isn’t even logistically or scientifically feasible. I was trying to parody the “extreme horror” genre, because so much of extreme horror is kind of silly. The excessive gore in Dead Inside is supposed to bring a comedic levity to offset the grim bleakness of the rest of the book.

It’s interesting that so many people miss that and just classify it among the same books it’s making fun of, because I never have and never will consider myself an extreme horror author, or even a horror author. I’ve always identified primarily as a satirist, but I think the internet has made it difficult for people to recognize satire in a lot of cases.

 

Were there any parts in the book that you found difficult to write? There’s a page or two near the end where the narrator can’t sleep, and he starts experiencing symptoms of sleep deprivation. I wanted that to be authentic, so before writing that sequence, I made myself stay awake for something like five straight days.

Sleep is something I quite enjoy, so I guess that was pretty tough. I’m older now and I don’t think I could do something like that again.

Dead Inside can be found on Amazon, as well as the Kindle store!

 

REVIEW: Enlightened as Hell, Dr. Tony Ortega - 5/5

 Self-help books can sometimes be hit-or-miss, giving advice that sometimes doesn't make much sense, or doesn't come from a place of experience. Well, this is one self-help book that was written with both understanding and love.

Enlightened as Hell: How to be spiritual and not be a d*ck by Dr. Tony Ortega has to be one of the most wonderful self-help books I've read.

This is a book which was come from a place of hurt, only to be crafted with love and genuine care; the result being a short yet stunning account of how to not be a better person, but how to be a better you.

Ortega has written books similar to Enlightened as Hell in the past, but within the pages, it seems as though this may be his magnum opus.

I simply adored this book. I felt as though Ortega was speaking to me and me only, giving me advice that he believed in so strongly to help me not be a d*ck.

The writing style was simply beautiful; it flowed expertly well, and made me feel as though I was listening to a friend, rather than simply reading a book.

The whole experience felt very personal, largely due to Ortega dropping in pieces of his past and bits of experience. This was in no way intended to preach, but given to the reader in order to learn from and accept that yes, bad things will happen, but tomorrow is another chance to live and love your life.

I felt as though, while I was reading, that any problems I had, big or small, were understood. I felt validated somehow reading Enlightened as Hell, which was something genuinely beautiful.

Another thing I loved about this book, was the #ElevateNOW quotes scattered throughout. These acted like little nuggets of advice that related to the chapter I was reading.

They were a summary of sorts, while providing small quotes that you could write down and keep somewhere, if you felt they related to you.

All in all, while Enlightened as Hell: How to be spiritual and not be a d*ck was a short read, it was a wonderful one.

I felt genuine joy while reading, and I know anyone else who picks up this book will too. It is a legitimately helpful and, as the title suggests, enlightening experience that is sure to not only help those who read it, but will motivate anyone to realise that bad exists, yes, but we can rise like Phoenix out of the ashes and make a better day for ourselves, one step at a time.

Question!

Hello everyone! 💜

I wanted to ask if you read self-help books? I myself read them every now and again, usually alongside a regular read.

Do you find that they help you? I love them, and think that each one offers something different. 😇

If you'd like recommendations, or want to recommend me a self-help book, comment below! 👇

Question!

What are you reading at the moment?

I've been reading 'Salem's Lot by Stephen King for a little while now; it's a long read, but I've also not been reading every single day, so that's probably why it's taking me so long 😄

Let me know what your current read is below! 🤎

REVIEW: Together We Burn, Isabel Ibanez - 5/5

Santivilla is home to one of the most respected dragon fighting rings in the world; a place where man and dragon battle it out in front of huge, expectant crowds. However, one show goes terribly wrong, and changes Zarela's life forever. Now, a year later, tragedy strikes at her own family's arena, meaning she must fight with all she has to save her family name; but she needs help to do it, which is a lot easier said than done...

When I heard about Together We Burn, I was immediately intrigued. I don't read a lot of fantasy, but the idea of this story really stood out and, once I'd finished the book, I was in complete awe.

One of the first things I noticed about this book, was Isabel Ibanez's truly beautiful writing. This is a world like no other, and Ibanez made it come to life in such a fantastic way; it felt so real, which blew me away.

Each character, especially Zarela, was crafted with such elegance, thought and love, which made the story all that more beautiful.

Zarela is a wonderful main character. She is feisty when she needs to be, and as stubborn as anything. She embodies grace and determination, and it was a genuine pleasure to read about her journey.

The other characters, such as Zarela's father, Santiago, her best friend Lola (who is also a maid in her household), and Arturo, the dragon tamer whose assistance should make the difference between the loss of Zarela's arena and its continuation, were as bold as the sun.

Arturo and Zarela are a brilliant duo, to say the least. She doesn't back down when it comes to saving her arena and her family legacy, and he is just as stubborn as she is, if not more so.

They dance together, but with words; they know how to annoy one another, and it was hilarious to read. They also have so much heart, and care deeply about many things, although Arturo won't let anyone see that...

Every character was great, and I loved their personalities and the way a sense of family and humour was created.

In regard to the story, I'm not sure I can praise it highly enough. The idea of a flamenco dancer (Zarela) deciding to become a Dragonador (dragon fighter) in order to save her arena and those within it, was genuinely amazing.

Dragons and flamenco dancing - who'd have thought this idea would result in such a perfect plot? One that kept me on the edge of my seat the entire time.

I am in love with Zarela and her world. A dancer goes on stage to warm up the crowd before a dragon fighter takes the dancer's place and faces a mighty beast; it's something I've never heard before, and may not again.

Ibanez's writing is exceptional, as I felt every emotion on every page; Zarela's anger, hurt and hope, as well as her joy when things seem to be going her way.

The plot is simply sensational, and I adore the world the author has created here, full of danger, love, food and wine; a firey yet perfect combination.

The first few chapters of the book were a great set-up for the rest of the story, and I found myself thinking 'one more chapter', before realising that the sun had gone down while I read.

This book is something special. It has everything you'd want from an action genre, with some love, drama and thrills mixed in.

Every twist (especially the final one!) had an impact on the story in a brilliant way, and Zarela's ability to push through any pain or grief at such a young age (18) was rather inspiring; she took everything head-on out of love for her family.

Together We Burn is a book I will be recommending at every opportunity, and its story will no doubt stick with me for a very long time.

Together We Burn is out now!

Any book suggestions?

Hello everyone! I wanted to ask you to comment below a book that stuck with you a while after reading; my book would be The Witch's Heart, as its story really stood out! ❤📚